06 - June


i was writing a wayland proxy library

basically it allowed clients to use color formats that aren’t supported by the compositor

later i wrote a plugin for some tweaking tool that used this library

i later found out that microsoft forked that tool

there was also some video game

i’m not sure if it was 2d or 3d but it was from the 90s

i think there was also something about angry birds

which makes sense because i played it yesterday


so the dream wasn’t about me but some random guy

it was about his dreams so like it was a dream in a dream for me

he had super powers and an ability to replay the dream/read its script or whatever

in one of the dreams he found other people like him and his non-existent grandma

they combined their powers and broke from the dream and came into the real world

also there was a dream where he was in a marshrutka

it was outside of the city and the driver forgot to close the door

he asked the driver to close it but he didn’t care


  1. video about google’s failed camera

actually there were two cameras with similar names

they were released several years apart and both failed

in the video the guy was talking about them in his office

  1. researching some shit

i think it was about surviving in the wild

though i’m not sure cause i forgot most of it

i was watching youtube videos and reading a paper

the paper was uploaded on the website of some university

the link was broken so i had to repair it myself

the pages had only basic html formatting

  1. youtube playlist of weird videos

so in that dream i apparently was sleeping and then woke up

and the playlist somehow contained videos related to my “dreams”

also there was a scene where my grandma gave me an F in my record book because i hadn’t attended something


  1. writing some wayland shit

i think i was implementing some drm-related protocol

specifically it required turning off all of the monitors except the main one

  1. at least 3 dreams that i forgot

  2. watching star wars

like all 6 movies

in order from 1 to 6

the films looked nothing like original

they were much more casual

i think i also watched the director’s commentary where he explained the meanings of the words

  1. playing minecraft with my friend

he used nbt editing to apply some spell to track me

i got rid of it using /clear


  1. a guy made a website that shows you the weather

like you type your city and it shows the weather the location on the map and some other info

the website was pretty old (like maybe made in 2000s) and he remade it several times

he later opened a small office in some american city

there you could physically check the weather and also buy some branded water

also in one of newer versions of the website it couldn’t show the map for some obscure cities

for example it didn’t show it for the one i live in so i reported it

  1. video game

it was called something like “charles darvin’s notebook” and was made by someone called like “vasya software”

the publisher had more games like that and this one had at least 6 versions

i downloaded it on google play and i felt like i’d played something like that before

the game was kinda strange because it felt more like an irl role play than a video game

there were rooms with people and you had to complete some dialogue/mission to progress

you could do literally whatever you want and the characters would react in a unique way

as one character explained they wrote dialogue for every possible action the player could take

and that’s why the game took so long to make

in the game itself i do remember a couple of scenes

the first one was a gate and there were other people visiting the rooms

there was a scene where i ran into the room i wasn’t supposed to visit yet

and one where i shot someone who had a gun with another gun and everyone else was like “well shit”

  1. another weird video game

don’t particularly remember anything that happened there

but i think i took place in the college’s wardrobe

  1. a dream or 2 i don’t remember


  1. jesus christ

i think it was the name of the challenge i took

i had to walk through a desert and then through some hell-like obstacles

i may or may not have walked through it several times

then i wrote a paper about it and translated it into russian

there was a scene where a girl (probably my relative or a daughter of my parents' friends) visited me and i showed it to her

  1. skribbl

but not the usual kind of skribbl

it was released for nes for some reason and was in japanese

when i found out that i downloaded an english version and it was a windows executable

i played it with 2 young boys (also prolly relatives) who were apparently good at drawing

we were playing on 2 different pcs on 2 different floors to prevent cheating

though somehow the game “detected” that we did cheat and reset the progress

  1. programming lesson

instead of doing what he’s supposed to do the teacher were telling us how to make a perfect gaming station

he brought 2 ultra-wide monitors out of somewhere and showed us how to install them

he also showed some gaming stuff but i don’t particularly remember it


i was failing exams

there were a russian exam and a programming exam

the former one had my old teacher from the school

i didn’t know anything so i couldn’t do shit

in addition to being anxious i felt kinda drugged

for programming we also had to write a report in the copybook

i wrote sone nonsense but the teacher said it’s alright

for russian i sent an email to the teacher

she replied next day saying something like “yeah you fucked up try again”

the nonsense i wrote for programming involved the world health organization and the elf file format

i felt so drugged i didn’t know what i was writing

the teacher just marked empty pages i left and told me to write in any case

he forgot to erase some of the marks but he and the curator said it’s alright



probably i moved to a new place

i was drawing some shit with paint

i also constructed some elevator shit that reminds me of angry birds

my friend was doing a similar thing but he had a pig

the pig was shitting all over the place


undertale but it’s a different game

though it apparently was still developed by toby fox

the first difference is that you could play the game in the browser

the game was 2d but i somehow experienced it in 3d

so like it was hyper-realistic and in first person

the plot of the game was quite different

the whole thing took place in an alternate universe and frisk was from the regular one

the monsters weren’t underground but occupied the alternate planet

an apocalypse happened and humans died there and frisk became the only one

i don’t remember the details of how and why they traveled between universes

there was some emotional connection between characters and it felt like time was limited

so frisk could only stay there for limited time?

i’m not sure how it worked

another thing that was different is determination

instead of respawning the universe was splitting in half and you were in the one where you somehow didn’t die

so essentially you respawned not where you last saved but right before you were killed

from the character cast i only remember toriel and some tiger monster that looked like tigress from kung fu panda

they lived in a small settlement that kinda looked like a russian village but less fucked up

there was a river nearby but the place itself was prety deserted

like for example there were no/barely any grass

i remember that there was a scene with a location similar to that one from lion king

also deltarune was mentioned somewhere in the dream

the game was released and was also different

it was kinda like the game i had dreamed about several months ago


i posted something on youtube and got over 6 thousand dislikes

i think it was a let’s play

also someone gave me an old pc and i was installing windows xp on it


  1. parents helping me with transitioning

unrealisitc but felt cool

we were also going to the mall or something

  1. at least 2 dreams i forgot
  2. playing minecraft with mods on a server

there were my friends and friends of friends


  1. i forgot this one
  2. picture gallery

there were beds in several rooms and i was in one of them

the gallery itself was in some foreign country

someone took a shit somewhere and got punished for it

  1. shopping at a local grocery store

there were wild discounts like bottled water for 2 liters

  1. italian guy that hates italy

and admires the us and russia

i think there was a picture of where i used to live

also he had problems with money


not sure if if was irl or a video game

i was with some people prolly relatives

some motherfucker with superpowers was trying to attack us

but we found some shit that could protect us

i think it was some substance but i don’t remember which one

the first location we were at was a lake

it had an intense chemical smell


in the dream i had been making minecraft videos 2 years prior

so i decided to make a video to showcase the new buildings on the map

for example one of them was the mad professor’s lab from one of my previous dreams

i decided to reveal my voice in this video + was searching for some background music

i was looking for music that was similar to minecraft’s but royalty free

for some reason i picked a track by joji

just before shooting some video some guy who’d watched me called me on discord

he had a similar voice to mine

i’m not sure how our conversation ended but i think he hung up

then the whole thing kinda transitioned to a different dream but not quite

some super villain invited random people to do something with them and i could see them arriving using the spectator mode

i and the guy i talked to were included

he also invited the pope and a famous christian anti-evolutionist

when everyone arrived an epic battle began

i and that guy whole called me + some other random person combined and transformed into an androgynous superhero-like fucker

not sure what the battle ended with becuase i fake woke up and started writing down the dream

i think i was going to make it into a screenplay because i was giving names to all of the characters




  1. i forgot this one

but it was some kind of adventure and it was interesting

  1. river

2 random girls were on a boat

i think one of them decided to swim by herself and the other went in the opposite direction

not sure why

  1. tv series/video game about a town

i think it might have been the last surviving town on earth or something like that

the town was controlled by supernatural being that was making up random challeneges every day

basically he was a god but with a sense of humor

i woke up after only a few chapters so idk how it ended


i forgot 2 first dreams

  1. in joji’s apartment

he had depression and everything was a mess

he was lying in the bathtub with a music player

joji himself looked like my godfather

  1. me in the uk

it was night and i was on my way home

i entered a random building to find a restroom there

i think it was an apartment building or at least looked like one

the first couple of floors didn’t have a restroom

the next one didn’t have a male restroom

the next one did but instead it of being labeled as “male” it was labeled as “android os”

like it had an android logo instead of the guy icon

i’m not sure whether i entered the male or the female bathroom

there were no place to take a piss

there were just random people doing their stuff

like as if it was a regular living room and not a shitter

i got angry and quit it

the last floor was literally empty

like there was nothing but random tree logs and a sign that said “use this address for your mail”

on my way back out of the building i came across a groupmate with a cardboard box

he was doing some military-related stuff

i think he was going to that empty floor

oh i remembered a dream

  1. fedora discord server

i sent a screenshot of my fedora gnome desktop

someone asked what distro it is

someone else complained about gnome